today, it's been a week after your operation....
i... keep waiting and thinking what i suppose to do to help u my honey...
i don't even expect our relationship going to be this complicated honey....
but i know it is a fate for us....
maybe ALLAH wants me to start back our relationship freshly....
i know i always make mistake towards you before....
i'm your anger.... that always make you cry dear.....
my biggest mistakes is i'm the cause that make you lost your memory without knowing it....
forgive me honey, i've never meant to make you suffer this way...
i'm the one who responsible to our relationship honey...
and i will turn this just like before and be a better when handling our relationship....
it's such a lonely without you my honey.....
it's awkward when i don't hear your voice before i sleep...
empty inside my heart when i don't recite the DOA for you before you sleep honey...
i miss you the most my dearest honey.....
the reality is i really lost without you honey....
i need you the most....
i will do no matter what it takes for me to give back your memory honey....
i miss your laughter, your smile....
i miss your voice at the moment we talk.....
i really love you the most right now even your memory is still empty about our LOVE....
i LOVE u Charlene Dayanna....